I’ve fucked you over
So many times
Denting you
I’ve pierced deeply with hateful remarks
Unrealistic comparisons
I’ve dissected you, leaving scraps to feed the wolves
I’ve abused you
Carrying out acts
To leave you weary of life
And love
As I’ve shown you non
You’ve supported me
Asking for little in return other than acknowledgement
I couldn’t even give you that
I’ve spent hours polishing you
Parading you around
Yet behind closed doors
I’ve beat you
For not being enough
Not being the trophy I held so vividly in my imaginings
I’ve cursed you for being you
For being mine
My body
I’m sorry
You took my shit for so long
And when you spoke out
I numbed you with chemicals
I forced your silence with frustrated fists
Starved you completely from the nourishment you deserve
And now my heart bleeds
As I feel you break
How I can fix you?
Please, let me know.
